TW: Hyper sexuality, Suicide mentions, Depression

I’m saying this because things haven’t really been going well in my personal life. I’m starting to break down over little things and my hyper sexuality is getting worse. I wanna stay and keep making stuff for you guys but the truth is I’m not that happy at the moment. It’s genuinely hard to find motivation when your mind just keeps thinking of things it shouldn’t, And it sucks since while struggling with lack of motivation my parents keep stressing me out telling me that I never try and that I need to try harder. Legitimately at that moment I was so done. I almost thought about k1lling myself but legitimately the one thing that’s keeping me from doing that is my little brother. I don’t think I’m gonna post that often anymore, but I’ll still be online sometimes.