It’s starting to pmo more and more but like what the fuck do you mean your just gonna call me dadza or Mumza or Philza- that’s not who I fucking am. Sure I said vixen would be based slightly around Philza! That’s when Y/N (again not saying names if this person either.) desperately wanted the smp to be based of the dsmp. No. No we are not doing that- I’m not gonna be apart of something based around such a toxic community. The dsmp was fun in 2020 during covid- but why now? Why after all the people have died or been someone they hid or after everyone has moved on. I don’t know to be Philza- or techno- or Kristin. I want to be vixen in the lore. Just vixen- okay? Why do people think of SMPS as the dsmp? Why not as empires smp? Or hermit craft! SMPS aren’t always war and bloodshed. C! Vixens lore is only like that for THIS SMP. THIS lore. In a new smp- new lore will be created. To be fair? It’s gonna be way different, her design is gonna be way different. I’m sorry I’m yapping about this silly pet peeve but man ts really pmo now. Cant I be my own person? Im not Some therapist friend. I’m not some funny person who’s always happy for people. I’m not some role-model who knows what I’m doing! I don’t know shit right now and it’s hard when my friends vent to me, cause I want to help I really do but I literally can’t. I’m not a trained professional- and in the case something happens and they commit- and they were talking to me about it and I didn’t report it? I could get it HUGE trouble. Hence forth why I set boundaries. Is it bad that I want people to see me for me? Not some funny class clown, not some edgy weird kid, not some therapist. Just- vixen.