First of all, I do not expect for this apology/post to be taken seriously. I will not be trying to justify my actions, instead I will only be confirming them. because people in this current day and age only believe you when you confirm the wrong doing, even if it's not true.
(the criticism allegations)
No. I cannot take criticism of my work. I never have. Neither do I think I'll ever be able to. There is just no fixing it. And I am ashamed to even exist upon this planet with this current mind set.
(Sexual Harassment/ERP)
This one isn't exactly true. I was gonna add more to that server that wasn't sex related. That one Category of servers was made as a joke. And I'd happened to have invited my friends at the wrong time. Causing them to get uncomfortable with what they saw at the current time.
(The Blocking Allegations)
No. I didn't block any of the parties, I only unfriended them. I don't know what my mindset was at that current moment. I also would like to mention that even though my current state of thought and sanity isn't in a good space, the only thing I can do for people to actually believe what I say in this post, is say that I purposefully did it because it was funny. As that is the only thing people will believe in this current day and age.
(Everything Else)
I admit that I didn't read the full document made against me (which I highly Encourage people to read) but All I can really say is, I need professional help and a long long break from interaction with people. I will now only focus on finishing my projects. and once those are done, I will throw a celebration stream where I delete my YouTube Channels. and the one I'll be doing that stream on shortly after. And then separate myself from all outside world contact. As I am clearly not safe or stable to be having interactions with that said, outside world.
I would also like to explain some other things: as I had said prior, I did not fully read the expose document on me. So I don't fully know what was gathered against me. And for some reason, it's gone off Game jolt. I don't know why. either removing it from my communities that they were posted under caused it to be perm deleted. OR, the OP deleted it themselves.
Anyway. I'd like to fully come out and say that I am in fact, unstable, Unfit for job exploration, or any other career/partnership I may obtain in the future.
I always believed myself to be "hyper-sexual" and didn't really think much of it. But know my eyes have been opened and I now see how disgusting and perverted I am. I do not expect to be forgiven for my actions, or be believed about the sincerity of this post. I also apologize for anyone else who has interacted with me. The attitude I (might) have displayed possibly hurt you and I am deeply sorry and pray for your wellbeing and future.
I don't see myself changing and I don't see myself making a good career. But I will try to patch the damage already done and prevent anything else like this from happening again.
⚠️PREVENTION⚠️
If you are Younger than me or under 18 years of age. PLEASE DO NOT ATTEMPT TO GET IN CONTACT WITH ME! For your own safety. I have turned off friend requests and shouts, as to keep my underage fans safe from me.
This post goes out to
and everyone of my fans.
I am truly sorry for my actions. I am sorry for anyone who was effected and I truly wish that I can change someday.
I do not wish harm to anyone mentioned in this post. this post is meant to explain my actions and apologize publicly. anyone is allowed to cover this situation and has the complete right to slander me and make me the one at fault (because I am). But you are not allowed to slander any of the victims in this post.
I hope you understand. I do apologize if this is sloppy and bad. but feel free to complain about it in my new Hate Community, where you can hate on me
-signed eratomix
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