That being said, and as I already mentioned, his entire existence is purely fueled by stupid dramas and hatred
While everyone else around him moves on and does better stuff with their time rather than chase after petty and stupid dramas he cannot do the same, he has to be the center of attention any way possible.
I love psychology, was going to be my career choice if computer shit didn't work out (it did and I'm glad), and I can tell for a fact that in that mans brain is not "I want people to like me" or anything remotely like that.
He chooses fights not to be right or wrong but to be in the center of opinion, he doesn't care to apologize or to admit that he did wrong shit in the past he just wants the typical "Guys forget whatever I said in the past that makes me look bad that was an accident".
He has picked many people whose home life is hard and will put their trust in him more easily and disregard the evidence thats right in front of them. And to some of them, L!Ralsei most notably, he has directly manipulated and damaged psychologically.
To say he is innocent is making the guilty look good. To say he doesn't mean it is to insult the unintentional. To say he can change is to insult humanity itself.
I have known this man for several years. He hasn't changed once, and every "change" is purely cosmetic. I am a firm believer of second chances, but he has already gotten far too many to keep trusting in change. Even when I advised him to change he didn't bother to.
All bark, never bites. The fact that he has people trusting he will ever change is extremely saddening.
Anyways. I will continue with my dope ass life, with my incredible boyfriend and with my awesome friends, working with my cool projects. And I hope one day you go back to that too instead of only doing dramas like your life depended on them.
(Also that post about being disgusted at people working with pedophiles hit too close to home didn't it? It wasn't even addressed to you and you still got offended by it. How telling...)
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