I actually have no idea what to pack tho...

Ik I need things like water, food, clothes, and shi like that but.

We don't have very many defense weapons at my house that I can take

And I might steal one of my mom's lighters

Maybe idk

I live in a..pretty safe town, ig

Idk when I'm gonna run away but probably after my sister moves out

I js can't handle all these responsibilities and all this irl shit with my horrible mental health.

Not to mention, certain someone who calls me dipshit, does NOT help my mental health. [Resurfaced my dumbest fucking depressive state again. I swear I got better this summer. Then these stupid ass fucking kids are school don't fucking help. Istg bro I might just fucking crash out on them idfc if I get suspended again atp.]

None of my clothes fucking fit me anyways probably won't take any clothes then

Ik how to sew anyway

I'll js take a sewing kit then

I think I'll go downtown the first night and then try to find my way to another st8 from there.

I'm gonna fucking do it eventually ik that much.