When youre thinking of committing it, one of the things that can change your mind is calmness, thats why i always reccommend you to meditate, see a video on youtube about how to do it, or watch some asmr, or listen to some lofi that relaxes you, do what you think gets you further away from the bad thoughts, and when you feel you can think without any voice telling you youre x and y, then try looking at the situation, critically. When you look at life, youre gonna have your perspective, that is, from the bubble you live in, but when youre having the thoughts that make you think about suicide, have you ever taken a look outside your bubble? Because youll see that life isnt just your bubble, life is so much bigger than this. Sure, your thoughts, your family, or any other factor may be bringing you down, but there are people outisde your everyday that love you, TRULY love you. They can be your friends, your family, a teacher, it varies with each person, but the point is that youre not worthless or not loved. I know that getting into religion might not be a good idea, specially to those who dont believe in god, but to those that believe, there is a god, above us, right? He's the first to love us unconditionally, because we are his creation. the second ones (should) be your family, or it your friends, because to be with you its a blessing, to be with you makes them want to continue living, because you make this world brighter, you bring more color to the grayness of the routine. Every step you take in this long road, as small it may seem to be, makes the distance between you and your glory decrease, and its ok if somedays you cant get out of bed. That somedays you barely have energy to get out of bed and repeat tbe cycle, but if you wish to change the routine, with or without energy, you will need to act in some form, that is, get out of bed, and tell someone about your pain. Someone you trust WONT JUDGE you for having this pain, it can be a friend, or a family member, if youre able to, it can even be a therapist, or someone from the suicide hotline, but dont keep your feelings bottled up, because this bottle isnt enough to contain this venom, it'll eat you from the insides out, and when its done it will explode and the glass will shatter to pieces, and theres no warning of when and where it can happen, when your cup can finally overflow, and it can happen in the worst places.

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Mario 64's box art... Art? .. drawing. Im surprised by how fast i did this one, like, it was only one day. I had the sketch at around 2 am and am finishing this at 10 pm of the same day... Wow. Anyways, i only did this fast cause im excited for an event..
Some more progress. Im gonna try to give this drawing to a person who inspired me a lot later this week so i added the little n64 logo. + The last photo is mario 64, the cartridge, that is. Its really awesome the way it transports me back to the 90's era.
Im this 🤏 close from finishing this
flowie run over m2
Im officially discontinuing this drawing, yeah. It is the one im most proud of, yes, but it has too many mistakes i noticed after i colored it, specially with the proportions, and that was enough for me. (Comparasion of what i have now VS back then)
Back to the classics.
No art today, Just wanted to poke fun at how everyones playing mario kart world in their switch 2 and posting about it and im here.. with a n64 playing mario kart with only 8 characters and not 24.. eh, still fun.
Super Sonic and super shadow from that one shot from the third Sonic movie
Loved the movie, finally felt some sort of mature be built into sonic, the story was fun and didnt have any cringy jokes, great movie, first time i saw Shadow's backstory
For the people who need it. I've been through it and the light will come soon. Trust me on that. This song helped me get through my 9th grade year...
Song: Lullaby by Nickelback
Doing this art cuz i got a n64 + mario 64 and.. wow. The n64 controller is so weird for having three grips and a useless d-pad, leaving so much space. I imagine its just cuz they said "fuck it, we need a cool ass looking controller for this 3d console."
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