I have found myself to be really aggressive for no reason in some conversations I had in the past, and while I could just try to argue "I was tired" "I had a bad day" or whatever, I just wish to apologize.

If you did nothing to me and I acted hostile towards you, I am sorry. I know that doesn't really cut it, I am the first to prefer actions over words, but I don't think I can do much but say that I truly am.

I come from a culture where we treat everyone in sarcastic aggressiveness, per-say, so I often default into saying mean things to friends and shit, because to me, its normal to go "I hate you" as a joke to a friend and then talk about them to other people like "Oh yeah he is the coolest motherfucker, like, seriously, he is so incredibly funny and shit.", so I often just default to that, which is kind of an issue to people who don't know how you work and think you're for real.

I've been trying to get better and stop defaulting to that when I'm with people who don't know me - or just in general - but it's hard and shit lmao.

That's really all I can say. Been trying to get better in that sense since like a year ago, but if I ever was mean to you without you having done anything to me or my friends, then I apologize from the bottom of my heart, isn't my intention to be rude to people who don't deserve it.

Hope I can be forgiven and hope you can like whatever I make or help do in the future without it being stained by previous experiences with me.

That's all, see you on the flipside.