I want to open up about something personal I’ve been dealing with. It’s not easy to say, but I hope by being honest, you’ll understand me a little better. Lately, I’ve been feeling really overwhelmed by jealousy—especially when I see certain people getting close to someone I care deeply about. Not in a toxic way… it’s just this emotional weight I’ve been carrying quietly. I had this nightmare recently. In it, there was a girl named *Starpinkie* (also known as *Star Fox*). She was spending time with someone I care about—a lot. They were laughing, enjoying each other’s company, and I was just… invisible. Watching. Left out. And it hurt more than I can explain. What made it even worse was that she had a personality just like mine. In that moment, it felt like I had been replaced. Like I didn’t matter anymore. And even though it was just a dream, it felt so real that I cried when I woke up. It stayed with me. Then later in the dream, things took a weird turn—this person broke up with her for being too obsessed. And that hit me hard, because I’ve been judged like that before too. It left me feeling confused and honestly a bit scared of how I come across sometimes. So yeah, I’ve been feeling jealous lately… and even angry at times toward people who haven’t done anything wrong. I know that’s not fair. And I hate feeling that way. But it’s not because I want to hurt anyone—it’s just me, trying to process pain and fear of being forgotten. I’m not proud of these feelings, but I’m working through them. I just want to be honest. I want to feel seen and valued too. Thats all I have to say. Not only this one but I'm now having a bad feeling it might somehow happen.