I don't know if I've kept it a secret from you guys or not, I hope I haven't, but I struggle from a pretty strong depression, and have for a number of years. Recently though I've been put on some pretty good medication that seemed to not only rectify that, but reignite my passion for developing games again. Though now I've learned from my past mistakes of not being too ambitious.
Ah yes, there's a word I'm all to familiar with, Ambition. Trying to get in over my head just for the sake of making things grander than I'm capable of. I know that's not what the word actually means, but it's what it means to me.
It's been a problem I've actually struggled with longer than depression, truthfully, but now that I'm wiser. and it's coming up on my 24th birthday, I'm finally ready to put things to a close.
Does that mean I'm caning the project?
PFFFT. Yeah right.
It's been a huge part of my life for so long now I'd hate to see it go now.
I'm just just kind of a nervous social wreck sometimes, so that's why updates are all over the place :D
And usually they are just what's going on with my mind at the time... rather than actual updates, and asking for feedback to said things.
But thanks to this new medication, I think it's time some order was restored, don't cha think?
Wish me luck.
I'll 100% need it.
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