This game's newer version is just slow, and looks nothing how like what I imagined it to be... I don't wanna cancel this game... Cause I'll just disappoint everybody who worked or who is working their asses off working for this game. And it'll just prove I can't finish stuff.. Cause I've lost so many projects in the past cause of this shit..

plus my overall health and mindset during the development of this has just been all over the place.. I don't feel like I can do enough.. I can't just man up and just do the things I need to do.

If I cancel the game, it'll just be disappointment, from everybody who waited months for this.. from my friends.. and myself..

I'd rather not start fresh anymore.. And just finish the version I had. Cause atleast it was what I wanted. It was mainly just the shitty code was the problem. Which I could've easily fixed.

Why does this shit allways happen to me..