Decided against killing myself

While I do appreciate the people that reached out, I don't think you should be making me your concern at this moment. I'm still trying to figure myself out, so I suggest not making me your concern, at least for a while. I'm not exactly deserving, if that makes any sense. So yeah don't go out of your way to send me an essay when I'm genuinely a fucking side-quest.

I also need to see jjk season 3 and the dragon ball comeback of 2026 before I kill myself so

(I do take this shit seriously but I need to not be depressing all the time)

Also decided to use gamejolt as a way to update on my own progress, I don't think it's right to just run away completely, I at least need to prove I can get better instead of running from all my problems. So, I'll keep everyone updated.

Maybe I'll give monthly updates or weekly updates (Likely weekly for the next 4-5 months and then monthly after graduation, then yearly after the end of the year), genuinely depends on how I feel, but yeah it's better to actually head on deal with my problems and show my own progress than leave forever and never come back.

Later

Oh also this shit was not serious enough for one of you to come to my house please get a fucking job