yesterday, when i woke up my hamster feels a bit sick, then when i checked about him (i was the entire day trying to take care of him), i talked to my sister about it, she thought that it was by the temperature and she gave me the instruction to take care of my hamster by the temperature, didn't worked

i talked to my mother about it, she said that it's his time to go (not because she want me to be sad or smth, it's bc my hamster felt really bad), then, i tried everything to make he feel better, bringing him to a cold place, didn't worked, so my mom has a conclusion that my hamster was dying.

so, having nothing to do, i stayed with my hamster for the last moments. I cried, because soon my hamster was dying.

and today, when i woke up, my hamster was his last hours alive, trying to resist (i think?) but today, he died, and i cried again, i also think it's all my fault bc i letted him die really early (he lived in 1 year), but my mom and my sis conviced me that it wasn't my fault, but i still think it is.

i guess that's it, that's why i have took this break for atleast 1 or 2 days, who knows?

and one more thing:

if you guys think i'm faking my hamster death just for get attention, please don't think about it, it would be really disrespectful to my hamster

maybe i'll not be online much today or tomorrow, and maybe i'll stop working on SNaG or any others game until i recover. Hope ya'll understand, or maybe some new vectors won't came out for a while until i recover too, but i'll still making it.

also, have a vector thing in tribute to my hamster