Hey everyone, I wanted to open up a bit about what I've been going through lately. Things have been really challenging for me, and it feels like I'm battling a lot on my own. I've been struggling with some intense personal issues, including my hypersexuality which has made it incredibly difficult to manage my feelings and obsessions, especially concerning a friend. This isn't something I can just "turn off," and it's a constant internal struggle. On top of that, I've been dealing with some really dark thoughts, including suicidal ideation, which has been incredibly overwhelming. Recently, I had a particularly rough night where I reached a breaking point and took some medication I found. It was a moment of complete mental breakdown and self-hatred. The aftermath was physically painful, and I ended up feeling even worse, convinced I had ruined the day for my friend. Thankfully, my friend reassured me that wasn't the case, and I'm trying not to overthink things so much. To make matters even harder, I've been dealing with someone, "ARG," who has been relentlessly accusing and harassing me. They've gone as far as to claim I'm faking my struggles and even that I've sexually harassed my friend. I want to be absolutely clear: I have never sexually harassed my friend. My struggles with hypersexuality are internal, and while they manifest as an intense obsession, they do not involve any actions of sexual harassment. These accusations are completely false, deeply hurtful, and are adding an immense amount of stress to an already difficult situation. It feels like I'm constantly being watched and judged, especially by my friend's friend group, which makes sharing all of this even more terrifying. My foster parents are not supportive, which leaves me feeling isolated and without a safety net. I'm sharing this because I want you all to understand a bit of what's happening behind the scenes. It's a lot to carry, and while I don't expect anyone to fix it, knowing I have your understanding and support means the world. Thank you for being here.