I don't know why did God brought me to the world, My life is really complicated, I just really can't even enjoy my life with some people who keep yapping about my stuff and then exposing me for something I didn't do, trust me, I'm not really worth. I'm just burned. A fucking burned. Why did God brought me here to the world? Just why? I don't even wanna be here to the world. This life gave me a hard life and I couldn't even just.. Take a break. I already been through hell and I can't even do anything. All I do is hurting myself and treat myself like a brat.

i just don't want to deal with anything. i feel like i'm in the wrong for being a piece of shit this whole time. i'm sorry for being like this, i am really sorry.