well, i guess im back, but...

ive been leaving and coming back, leaving and coming back

i had been pissed off because i lost all progress to _pertimore. everything i did for that game

all gone because turbowarp is glitchy, idk if its me though

i been brainstorming, thinking about how i'm ever gonna make another game

all my other ones are pieces of shit

why should i keep doing something i was never good at

i don't wanna keep downing my self though, i just need help with gamemaking, or i just need to be more creative

but the problem with that is that i work too fast

i have to many ideas to where im switching games constantly, and forgetting about the other ones

sadly i'll have to cancel pertimore until i feel like starting from scratch and recreating the whole game.

parallel is gonna get cancelled aswell because i just don't wanna work on it anymore, i had no ideas from the start.

idk about frosty's, i wanna work on frosty's but im a lazy piece of crap who doesn't wanna do anything.

idk what i want to for project spots, everyone who followed it, including me, forgot about it, and i was having so much fun working on it

i guess i just need to get more help with my games, but at the same time i don't like getting help from other people

i wanna use my ideas, and my ideas only, but i don't have any ideas

but at the end of the day, i'm still a game developer, i've been coding with blocks since i was 8, coding with clickteam since i was 11, and i'm not sure on this one, i don't wanna make promises i cant keep, but i might start learning C++ (gamemaker).

i really need to vent and get something off my chest, if your reading this, thanks for reading, I'm gonna see if i can get some devs to help me work on some projects (_pertimore & jakes: fnaj remastered).

thank you

-lscg (thecyanguy)