In real life, in video games, no matter where I go, people sexually touch, abuse or harass me.

I was playing ROBLOX, and people just stared at my avatar for like an entire minute, like I get it you like staring at brick avatars but, It's 80% of the time whenever I play a game, a boy just stares at me, and sometimes back shots me in ROBLOX.

And when I die in ROBLOX, they just r@p4 my body with back-shotting and say derogatory terms and sometimes g@ngb@ng me.

Not only this, but people are very sexist, because I'm Non-Binary and mostly identify as a girl, people just attack and target me in ROBLOX because of my avatar, either being pale, or being a girl, people hate me.

And as I said in real life well, I got my private part, pelvis touched by a random pervert, and my buttocks touched several times by a girl who HAD a boyfriend, I think this is sexual abuse, I was too traumatized to try to get her to stop, and yes it was in School, and I was JUST 11-12.

Like, what the fuck is wrong with everyone?

I keep getting harassed, bullied, called slurs almost every week, and of course, every month.

I get forced to deal with dramas, arguments, and I don't even want to, It's just annoying me, and my mental health was gone down the sewer, and nearly 70% of time, people ignore me, like, they see my message but ignore and talk to someone with a different topic, and they don't even ask if I'm okay sometimes.

Not only that, but I was thinking about attempting su1c1d4 in some days in this week, but I didn't, I love my fans and friends.

Furthermore, I am too mentally hurt and damaged to explain this more properly and shortly, but thanks for reading, I know some people still don't care about me and wished I was dead, but I'm still not granting their wish.