4 months ago

Please, dont do it.

There's so much more to this world, to life, and if youre struggling, please reach out to someone. It can be me, a friend, your family, just someone you trust, but dont keep it all bottled up in your heart, itll only get you lower.


There's things we cant even imagine in this life, and im sure theres people that love you, that love your presence, and they also cant imagine how would life be without you, because just cuz youre silent almost every day, or that you seem "fine" to your family/friends doesnt mean youre not important to them

You are

You mean something to them. Could you imagine how your friend would feel without you? Your mother?

And even if its your family that bothers you, fight against the demons, and dont go making drama, and what i mean by that is dont lament yourself on the internet. Its okay to vent, to confess your feelings BUT this obssesive pessimism is just gonna consume you, and like it or not, hearing complains and complains of ur life may not be tok interesting to others.

Lets be objective, ok?

Are you starving to death? Do you have a place to live? Do your parents fight/abuse you?

If no, then see the value your life has, because it could be so much worse, and yea, i know that while it could be worse it also could be better but cant you just be grateful to have one atleast?

When you go out of the house, how many people do you see that life the life of the crime, of stealing, or the life of the steeets, of the fear and hunger of having no place to call it safe or sweet because they dont have money?

Many boys and girls from all ages would die to have the life you have, dont you see it? Isnt it a miracle you were born? That right now youre breathing O2 with me in this same old world? Then go on, give yourself a break, remember to be, in first place, kind to yourself. Youre no machine that cant commit mistakes, you just like me and everyone, human, and thats not a bad thing that makes us "less special", because in your likes, in your complexity, theres a thing that differentiates you from most, that separates the "you" from the "we".

You were blessed when born in this world to have a comfortable life, and that's enough to be happy for most, but i understand how it may seem small, because there was no fight to have this life, so you dont value it, but lets do a little something; start going to school/work on foot, without a car/bus/train. Thats what your father/mother had to go through before this comfiness, just so you see how valuable you and your life is.

I wanna see you happy, i wanna see you winning the fight against the voices, i wanna see everything going well in your life, and even if it isnt, i wanna see your resilience, because we dont have more than one life, and i swear, life's no game you can turn off, so please keep it on, theres only one of you, youre unique, and you need to start seeing how much i and others really love you.

Please, i want you to treat this words seriously. Im not joking or posting any silly images supporting you because you need to understand the gravity of this, your life means a lot even when it seems like nothing, you dont know and you cant even begin to imagine how much fight was put in life before to get you this life.

Xo, Luca



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