So, My persona (Leah Jayden)'s humor is almost the exact same as my real life self, of course, my persona is 85% based on my real self.
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I just wished that at least once in the future either I got skilled enough to draw myself or someone did a commission and drew my persona, but It's too hard, no one is willing to help/contribute, and sometimes I feel like deleting everything about me.
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I might just give up in some months or years if no one ever helps me at all with my persona's look, I tried to give commissions about my persona but either I got ignored or they MASSIVELY hated my persona that they didn't at least give a "Sorry, but I'm not interested"
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The reason no one draws my persona is due they assume It's just a ROBLOX Character, no, I use ROBLOX as a way to play as myself AND as a reference sheet, and my ROBLOX reference is also outdated, which means, I'll rework my persona, AGAIN.
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I need to make my persona the unique yet cool-looking possible, which is VERY hard as I cannot draw.
Just imagine, a young teenager with ADHD, that suffers from the lack of focusing, just sucks at art, and REALLY, REALLY just wants their persona to be liked by people and known, tries so hard with everything they got, and always fails, plus all they can do is use text as a reference that isn't ROBLOX.
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This is so difficult, I search my persona around and no one talks about my persona at ALL, like, months without any mention or question at all, they're treating my persona like shit since I killed off the former original Leashy.
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I'm trying my best for like two years, and I don't feel confident as there's no support or contributors at all to help me to make my persona.
I would make a fandom page dedicated to my persona, but I DON'T know how fandoms work, which will expose the page and make it vulnerable to griefing, etc.
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ALL I want now for my persona is:
- One or two artists
- Fandom Veterans (Optional/Two)
- Contributor/Design assistant
- Story-Writing/Persona Information assistant
The current and outdated persona appearance is in @LeashedSkies pinned post.
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