Scroll of Unequal Plates

My sister Emily can throw food away because she has a small stomach.

But when I leave food unfinished, I get in trouble.

The truth is:

- Leaving food behind isn’t laziness, it’s survival.

- The same act is judged differently depending on who does it.

This scroll is about unfair treatment and how invisible disorders are dismissed.

Scroll of Guilt Portions

At Nana and Papa’s house, I didn’t finish my plate of chicken tenders.

Nana told me not to waste food because there are starving people in the world.

But the truth is:

- I wasn’t wasting food, I was listening to my body.

- Forcing myself to eat doesn’t solve hunger elsewhere.

- Leaving food unfinished is survival, not disrespect.

This scroll is about misplaced guilt and the reality of boundaries.

Scroll of Purged Silence

I often feel pressured to eat because of people around me.

Sometimes I force myself to eat, and then I feel like I need to purge until I’m about to puke.

My family doesn’t believe I have eating disorders, so they think I should just eat more.

But the truth is:

- I live with ARFID and BED.

- Eating isn’t simple, it’s exhausting and overwhelming.

- Purging isn’t about waste, it’s about survival when I feel trapped.

This scroll is about the hidden aftermath of disbelief.

Scroll of Forced Portions

Earlier today, I forced myself to eat almost a whole box of mac and cheese.

I didn’t do it because I was hungry, I did it because I feel pressured every day.

My family doesn’t believe I have eating disorders.

They think I should just eat more, or eat whatever is made.

But the truth is:

- Eating isn’t simple, it’s complicated and overwhelming.

- Forcing myself to finish food isn’t care, it’s pressure.

This scroll is about survival under disbelief, not about mac and cheese.

Together, these scrolls form a cycle of testimony: unfair treatment, misplaced guilt, hidden aftermath, and forced portions. They show the full pattern of dismissal I face, and they turn it into something everyone can understand and rally around.