My last post was made when I was unstable, I apologize for that. Last night was one of the worst nights I've had in a good while, and I'm sorry if I scared anyone.

It goes without saying, I'm not going to be developing stuff for a bit. I think I've finally reached a point where I cannot be satisfied with what I currently have.

I know it's silly to expect emotional stability out of friends, much less ones on here, but. Without going deep, all of my chances to seek professional help have been cut off, at least for the moment.

I need to seek circles and people that I can not only make actual relationships out of but also have some form of emotional stability, instead of just empty platitudes that don't mean a thing.

Not all of the circles and people I've met are like this. I just need to find circles that provide what I need. And what I also need, is to stay away from certain people and certain groups. I need to stop caring so much about what people think of me.

For all of the mistakes I have made, I cannot let the petty or make believe ones drag me down further. My biggest issue, is that I care too much.

I hope now, I can move on and build something better. I've had a problem with trying to ensure that others are feeling good, now I need to do the same for me.

This is a very melodramatic way to word this, I'm aware, but. It's what I'm thinking, and even if online isn't the place to be fully honest about myself, it's one of my only options for the time being. I just need to balance it out, and keep myself up high.

We'll see how it goes, for now, I'm gonna try some new things, including out of my art. Maybe I'll go back to writing, who's to say. For now, I need to change some things up.

Thank you for the support, I apologize if this isn't what some of you want out of me, but it's what I need. Farley's will be delayed for the time being, not cancelled.

For my other projects, sorry to say but they are probably cancelled for now, including Nintendo World. We'll see what comes out of those in the future, maybe.

Again, thank you. Hopefully I can come back with better news soon