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--THE PROLOGUE--

ONLINE FRIENDS

I heavily despise the concept of venting and ranting, but unfortunately, I do not know any way to make this say everything without being a vent.

I really do not know if it's just me, but, I have that feeling my older friends are slowly getting toxic and ruder than normal.

However, my newer friends are just kind and whenever they insult me, It is exaggerated, which makes me feel comfortable because I know they're not serious.

Two or three days ago, I almost got into a very long heated argument due to my anger issues, two of my new friends helped me there, and I felt so much comfortable and satisfied that day.

However, my older friends just seem to joke around too much, ignore me, say things that I don't like hearing, and some specific friends really bother me sometimes, If I tell them "I'm not comfortable" or "Stop." they will mock me and/or make others make fun of me in public, I feel futile, this happened in the "Two or three days ago" event, and I really heavily do hate it when I get bothered.

I do not know if you noticed, but, I always give priority to people who I'm mostly comfortable talking to, if you've been bothering me, really do not expect me to talk to you for days, or even weeks if I really despised that behavior.

I really just want kind friends who have a nice kind of "banter" and "provoking" that is harmless and everyone has fun, for example, with the friends I am mostly comfortable talking to, our average conversation goes like;

"hey"
"fuck you"
"NUH UH"
"YUH HUH!!!!!!!!!"

"FUCK YOU"
"FUCK YOU TOO PRICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

But no, people have to pull a

"K1ll yours4lf."
"Shut th4 fuck up f@g*0t"
"I'm gonna r@p4 you"

On me.

--THE EPILOGUE--

I really am concerned about my and my friends' future due to what is recently happening nowadays, if getting irritated was my job, then I am the world's richest man alive.

I am aware of how rude and nonchalant people usually are with me, last time I made a post like this, someone HAD to comment "I'm not reading all that" or "What is bro yapping about", When I'm actually serious about each word I'm saying here, if you don't want to read, then don't comment, you are NOT welcome in my comment section if you comment those things.

Furthermore, I am tired of being nice and getting screwed over. Not only that, but I help people out, and hey now look what I got in return... Insults and ignorance.

If you actually read AND understood all this, genuinely, thank you.

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