hi everyone. i never thought i'd have to do this again but this is somehting i need

To put in short. i did some stupid mistakes again..

this drama and stuff was brought up while also being tangled into another drama with somebody else but with how that was brought up and even before that i was feeling upset and regretful with some things here.. it's best for me to apologise for both these mistakes and the mistakes of the past..

This isn't the first time this sort of thing has happened as i got this first apology for what happened back in 2025 (plus i know some people are just gonna bring up those mistakes i did back then):

https://gamejolt.com/p/apology-5hr8gz3t (Note i was 17 at the time when that drama happened. I also want to debunk that i'm not 23. Someone said that i was 23 which is wrong and not the case. I wasn't born in 2003. i literally have in my bio that i proves i am not 23)

Now as for the mistakes i did..

On DA, i did several fan arts of Five Nights in Anime (Yes, really) with fnia freddy, fnia bonnie, fnia chica and the rest of the fnia cast from the first 2 fnia games as well as a version of CB called Circus Boobs and a version of Circus Blueby from fazbear and friends that were like FNIA CB

(also note: the arts done with the characters i said here, i didn't make any NSFW art with them. While there was one art of Circus Boobs and Toy Chica in Bikinis i did and while arts of them were suggestive, it still wasn't NSFW as non of the characters i said that i did arts of were not shown doing NSFW activities and stuff like that)

While FNIA and the characters there and the characters i said here are said and stated to not have the same lore as the fnaf characters and the lore in them isn't the same either and they're not possessed like the fnaf characters and stated that in those descriptions of those arts, i do understand why people are upset with me for making arts of them and such even with stating the different lore stuff..

why did i do those stupid arts of those characters in the first place?.. it was because i was wanting to do something different and just have a habit of making arts of thicc adult female characters.. that's the reason why..

it was never done out of any desires or stuff like that.. i just wanted to make art of stuff and that's it.. but i really should've had common sense not done the mistakes i did (and that goes for all mistakes i did)

I was never proud of the mistakes i made and never will be.

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I don't and will never support disgusting topics, never supported disgusting people or things that some people will think or suggest or anything like that. even with the mistakes I made, i never support such things in the first place..

i'm not and never tried to be a disgusting type of person, i admit i was an idiot to do these art things of stuff like fnia and should have had common sense like a normal person..

all mistakes i've done (and i mean every single one of them), i severely regret and always will.. even before the drama i was starting to feel regret doing those recent things in the first place that led to this drama..

i've since deleted those fnia arts and such try to undo all of the mistakes i have done (some of the mistakes i did back when the first drama happened, i haven't done again for months since and never will do again) and never plan and never will try to do them ever again..

although i am aware that with this whole thing i did one of those same mistakes again which i still do apologise for severely..

i can go on and on about the mistakes i've done but you get the point..

I genuinely and truly am sorry for all the mistakes i have done and caused..

I know that doesn't solve anything and stuff like that but the point of this is that i am sorry for what i did and wanting to make sure i don't do the same mistakes again..

Some people are right.. i'm just idiot.. a stupid dumb weird fucking stupid and so on and so on.. just a fucking stupid person in general..

you don't need to say what you think.. i already know... i'm a mistake... a stupid dumb idiotic etc mistake..

i don't know what to do anymore..

I know many people won't forgive me.. especially ones who forgave me last time and are seeing and hearing this recent one..

you don't have to forgive me, i understand.. you don't need to.. i never said anyone should..

i'm just wanting to apologise for the mistakes i did (both past and now) and even if you don't forgive (or you're one of the ones who forgave me the first time but won't forgive me the second time) i'm hope you all understand my regret of the mistakes i did and understand how sorry i am..

that is all..

idk how to end this so.. yeah..