Well, I think I owe you all a lot of explanations for my disappearance, for the lack of news about the game, and for the lack of commitment to projects I'm involved in.

The specific reason is kind of complicated, there's not just one explanation, there's a series of things that are happening that have led me to where I am now.

I'll get the elephant out of the room right away, the lack of posts about the game, well... the truth is, I've been pretty discouraged about the project recently, not because of its potential, because it could be an incredible game, but more because of things that are happening now and recently...

Recently I've been going through a really bad phase (if not the worst of my life), depression, anxiety attacks, anger outbursts and suicidal tendencies are part of my routine now... I don't remember a specific thing that started it, but in general, family problems, loss of friendships, stupid things I did, and a bunch of other things made me reach this rock bottom that I'm at now...

I decided for myself that I would isolate myself a little from people, of course, I still leave the house, go to school, then go to work, meet people on the street, but in general I am avoiding chatting with people, avoiding meddling and avoiding creating new relationships with people... the reason?

The truth is that I'm a complete clown in real life, I'm always bothering people and making them feel uncomfortable, I've never done anything on purpose, I've always tried my best to make people happy and comfortable, but it seems that my best means nothing to anyone... so... even though social isolation is really bad for my psychology, I decided to stay away from people for a while... because I know that bothering someone would only make my head even worse...

And I'm not answering people in private due to lack of time, I've been trying to occupy my mind as much as possible, working, playing the guitar, marathoning the Shrek movies, and so on... I've been a little away from the internet, social networks and in general from my entire PC... I still love my games, I think they're both very promising and I want to keep working on them... but I know that if I work on them with my head in the state it's in now I know I'll screw myself up even more...

Overall, that's it... I'll try to improve as Sun_Man and as a human being in general. I know I'll make a lot of mistakes in life, and that I won't please everyone, but at the stage of life I'm in now, I think it's better to avoid those mistakes and people in general... I don't want to leave this world with two unfinished projects...

I hope you're all doing well, have a great night, and enjoy your time with the people you love... since I can't do that... not for now...