i dont feel comfortable going into the details on what happened but i can reassure you nothing happened within the team to cause this, it was moreso a personal near-traumatic event that changed how i view a lot of things

all i can explain is that i finally realized i was never truly a dog person

depending on how the team feels we may give you stuff to hold you off while we essentially rot like a decaying corpse because certain people close to me offline really suck

i am not grounded fortunately so work on other projects will continue as normal, hell it might even accelerate now that this is going on break while i recollect my thoughts and try to fix my perspective

ill never escape the "rigged votes cant ever be finished" stereotype will i