⚠️LOTS OF SWEARING AND ANGRY TEXT⚠️

Mentions of Eating Issues, Stalking, Suicide Mention, Physical Health.

Yesterday (8/6/25) was a very awful day. To those who called me a thief and a stalker, absolutely heartless!! I'm fucking baffled with how badly things went with a stupid introduction page.... Apparently someone I used to know also stalks my GJ page (hope you're reading this). 'u'

Dear old best friend, since you apparently stalk my page. Let me make one thing FUCKING CLEAR....I'm NOT a stalker. No stalker shit EVER went down. After you left me, I spent an entire week, day and night scrolling through old messages, past conversations between us and asked other people if anything's happened to you or any clues that could've told me why you left. YOU WALKED OF MY LIFE QUIETLY, YOU WERE EVERYTHING TO ME, OF COURSE I WAS GONNA GO ABOVE AND BEYOND FOR YOU ASSHAT. That week spent investigating, I realized that you stopped talking to me around May 21, 2025. We would still have some conversation but we went from talking all of the time to barely any text at all after the 21st. This is when I started to worry about our friendship, our RELATIONSHIP. I asked a few people who knew you or knew about my relationship with you and 4 people shared the theory that Cossy had done something to our relationship.

You told Luanna that you needed a break FROM ME before you told her that "I held you too high with expectations". You weren't a fucking god, the only reason why I gave you so much attention was because you genuinely made me happy, you made me feel safe and that's how I am with people I ACTUALLY LIKE. I felt safe and wanted by someone. All I ever wanted, the thing you called "expectations"... All I ever wanted was to talk to you. You also told me and Luanna that you wanted me to go and "make friends". I didn't wait for other people. I didn't wait for my other "friends". I WAITED FOR YOU. I waited for you and only you, I didn't much of an issue waiting at first but little birds told me you would still talk to Cossy and Core (made a GC without me added too). You told Cossy and Core that you were annoyed of me alongside the fact I texted at the wrong time?? (Especially when gaming) and I'm pretty sure you told Purple the same fucking thing. Then you said it was seasonal depression but yesterday's SS you said you left because of some stalker shit??? I'ma hold you right there, I didn't stalk your dumbass when we were friends. When we were together. I waited for you, hours and hours while you played your silly little video games. I LET YOU BE ALONE AND I RESPECTED YOU WITH EVERYTHING. Before anyone goes off "He just gets adopamine from his video games" YEAH BUT THERES NEVER A GOOD TIME TO EVER TEXT THAT MF. He sleeps like a log, then around the afternoon he's gaming and then when it's dark he's STILL gaming or talking to other friends. Then apparently he also had a job?? He didn't tell me he had a job so I don't want to hear shit. All it was were excuses excuses and more excuses... I would ask him over and over if he had an issue with me or if there's anything I could do but he would deny any issues he had with me so we didn't think much of it and would pray and pray he got better.

When you first disappeared, I thought you were sick or even worse suicidal. All I've ever done for you was care for you. All I've ever done for you was LOVE you and BE THERE for you. Speaking of "love" I felt so betrayed and heartbroken when you kept addressing me as "just a friend". We WEREN'T JUST friends. You called me just a friend like you were embarrassed of our healthy bond, of our connection. Friends don't talk about the things we spoke about. Friends don't take flirting seriously or get a bit crazy. Just how this whole thing went down makes me question if you even cared about what we had. If WE even mattered. If US even mattered to you in the first place. I can tell for sure it fucking mattered to me. Instead of talking to me about how you felt and everything, you spoke behind my back and refused to sit down and talk to me. I would've listened, the only reason why I freaked out and went crazy when you told me to go away was because I didn't understand WHY you wanted to go away, it was OUT OF NOWHERE and the topic of discussion wasn't near as somber. It made NO SENSE and I wasn't even close to being mentally prepared for such harsh words. You HID behind them and spoke behind my back, THATS COWARDLY BEHAVIOR. You will NEVER KNOW how much I worried for you, You will NEVER KNOW how hard and how long I've cried for you. You will NEVER KNOW how heartbroken and affected I was both mentally snd physically. I stressed out so badly that I couldn't eat, drink or sleep. The stress over YOU caught up to ME in the most unhealthy way ever. I've been quiet and more agitated since your so called "fair departure".

I completely stopped taking care of myself and completely stopped eating and everything else after 6/27/25 and then got worse after 6/29/25 + 6/30/25 after I saw the conversation between you and Luanna. I completely gave up on my investigation on why you left after a week. I've never felt so empty and broken in my short 16 years of life. After you left though investigating I couldn't breathe at all, I genuinely wanted to end it all so badly. I felt like I FAILED YOU as your friend. Your best friend. Your GIRLFRIEND. As a person in YOUR LIFE. It feels like I FAILED. I didn't fail you....in fact? You failed me. I knew you did but I didn't want to admit it, I was in COMPLETE denial. Yesterday's SS....? You definitely FAILED ME as my friend. As my best friend. As my boyfriend. As my EVERYTHING. Saying this disgusts me truly because I know I still care but this whole situation...? ITS AWFUL. After you left, I CUT OFF EVERYONE IN MY LIFE. I left everything behind except my GameJolt and my artistic career. I took the nickname as a fucking coping mechanism that you were no longer here and I've grown to it. You can ask Purple and Luanna, I WAS MAD DEPRESSED WHEN YOU LEFT!! Heck? You can even ask my family, could not stop crying after you left.

I said + wrote so many good things about you, even after you hurt me. I still waited for you. I transferred to another damn school for you so we could get closer. This is something I've NEVER DONE for someone else. You were special to me, REALIZE THAT. I wrote everything down on small ugly brown booklets, my investigation and other things. Hope to share my discoveries with you someday. Now go on and live a happy life, NEVER TALK TO ME AGAIN UNLESS YOU WANNA SIT DOWN AND DISCUSS THE WHOLE SITUATIONSHIP.

Sending lots of "love" , Your little Eevee.

Another thing, I'm pretty sure the couple is reading this too, not sure if Purple told you already but I wish to NO LONGER associate with any of you. I don't want to talk about anyone mentioned I don't want to talk with any of you. Live happy lives, before and after you graduate. To the other accounts associated with Cossy, please leave me alone- I already know what you are so please let's not go down this road, also live happy lives. NO MORE DRAMA, NO MOEE COMMUNICATION. IT ENDS HERE.

Sending lots of "love" , Your Little Eevee