Ugh... this is gonna be impossible to achieve this... Hey guys, just wanted to give y'all an "update"... again... Why? I don't know anymore, my brain's fried... Now before you guys start jumping at me, I've got quite a load to say here, so read carefully.
Now you guys may be wondering: Is the game still in the works? No. Now by that response I gave you, you're a little confused. Plus, you ALSO may be wondering: Why didn't you just cancel this project after you're giving us those "updates" that nobody wants to even hear from you? Why didn't you just let this project die already? Why give us those false promises that you can't even deliver from this, huh?
Well... I don't know how to answer this at all, but here's how I can put it: I thought somewhere around 2022 this project would go off the ground. I thought I would keep my chin up for this project. I thought that something interesting would happen during development. Those of course, did, not, happen... I just kept holding on to false hope after NOTHING had happen for nearly 2 years!
The truth is, is that after a ton of IRL Family stuff I had to put myself through, let's just say, I'll admit: I'm a horrible excuse of a "game developer" that shouldn't have planned those games anyway, and the fact that I'm not cut out for this. Why did I planned them? Back then I thought plans would go well, but of course it didn't. I'm just gonna have to say this again: I still don't know how to code movement AI, defenses and make it into REAL gameplay... Either that, or I'm just too STUPID to watch the FULL tutorial on how to do them. You're gonna also ask: Why the fuck are you saying the same stuff over and over and over again? Answer: Because I have a repetitive brain. Is that why? Yes.
I'm really sorry to anyone that's VERY VERY VERY disappointed in me... I mean I already cancelled 3 projects, what do I have left lose if I were to cancel a fourth? I really don't know... I'm sorry.
If anyone who reads this wants to unfollow me from gamejolt, go right ahead... I can't even accomplish shit.
I'm really not sure if I'm gonna plan to do another game again. But whatever, I don't really care.
Good Day/Night - GmodXtremeFan87
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