During last week or the last 2 weeks I wasn't really good and was thinking about my friendship issues and thinking that i'm a bad friend, Last year was the worst for me for friendships because last year I had lost and hurted friends which caused them to stop being friends with me which I can understand. Sometimes I just wish I can just go back to the past and try to fix my mistakes and try to fix my mistakes to avoid hurting friends I cared for and friends that I annoyed, Being backstabbed by friends that I thought was my true friends, Hurting friends and regretting doing it and dealing with friends that I think hated me from the start. All i just imagine is being backstabbed brutally being left on the ground bleeding from the stabbed.. All i just wish is that i can fix my mistakes and try to avoid messing things up