Depressing messages in Brazil ball community

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I'm tired of my sister, she insults me almost everytime just because i'm aromantic and that for her I should be "famous" just i won money for her
I'm sick of her insulting my friends because of their origins
I can't take it anymore
Why do i feel like i have to be perfect to make everyone happy
Why do i hide behind this mask of silliness when i dont actually feel that way inside
I'm tired of adult life, I'm not free to do what I want, my parents lied to me that I could be free
They just put pressure on me that I'm going to the army, I am always watched by my parents