Venting/Ranting in DiDe's (*Professional) Department of Dumbassery

SOME PLEASE PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERY PLEASE πππ
AND THEN THE FIRE ALARMS START ACTING UP AGAIN
I GOT WOKEN UP, BY SOME BULLSHIT FIRE ALARM, AND AFTER 2 HOURS LATER, WE LEARN IT'S BECAUSE OF A FUCKING. DUST. PARTICLE. AND THEN I GET MY FUCKING PERIOD.
WHY
WHYYYYYYY
WHY MUST MY LIFE SUCK THIS FUCKING MUCH ππππ
NOT A FUCKING VENT, THIS IS A RANT, FIRE ALARMS ARE FUCKING STUPID AND DESERVE TO DIE FOR WHAT THE FUCK THEY JUST DID. IT'S 330 YOU FUCKER YOUVE KEPT ME UP FOR FUCKING 2 HOURS ππππ
They are trying to ban phone in my school, Jan 17 is the day the ban is inforced.
Iβm going to become depressed isttg
I found a replacement that could be worthy for it at least when it started to fail, but it just doesnβt feel the same. Regardless of how similar they are or how much better this one has become, I canβt forget the other one. Every little thing affects me
That shit saved my life. It saved me from being depressed, and I donβt get how people can just move on and forget these people so fast. Even if I hate someone, I canβt just leave them. Even through shot that happens, Iβm always conflicted.
Everything I used to love and that used to motivate me is not dead and considered one of the βworst fandomsβ you could be a part of, not to mention itβs extremely toxic to be in. Even if I left it 2 years ago, Iβm still stuck in it regardless of my fears
I wanted to make gacha characters to depict my OCβs cause Iβve never done it and I said Iβd do it years ago, I said I was going to knit and now I havenβt for like a month. Iβm so bored of TV shows and music and YouTube that usually motivates me :β(
My friend and I both run a YouTube channel that I have not helped out with at all, Iβve been saying Iβm going to do art and shit and I havenβt, I literally just sit in my room and do nothing and it makes me sad. I want to do stuff but I canβt do it sadly