Help. in Depressed kids who need hugs❤️🖤

Shit shit shit---
Gn Jolters I probably won't be going to be for the next two hours but lately I've been alot more depressed and just not myself. I don't know what is happening but imma try to sleep and hope I'm fine in the morning. My parents called me a failure. That why
I'm pissed here's why;
My mom said she couldn't trust me TO MY FACE because I am quiet. Then she expects me to trust her. Don't know if you know but I'm a "You can't trust me I can't trust you" person. I only trust very few people. 5 to be exact:

I relate to these lyrics a little too much...


Im just gonna post this....
I just want to cry my mom loves anyone else but me i hate it and all i want to do is scream and cry to someone but i dont have anyone to vent to it fucking sucks

me hearing, seeing, or otherwise noticing myself:
I wanna throw my mother out a window
This is the second time she said “oh lets run a few errands it wont last long” then it takes an hour and i go on my Phone to tell everyone i will be gone then she takes it. (This happened yesterday morning too)