Help. in Depressed kids who need hugs❤️🖤

Shit shit shit---
Tw:::: VENT, ED, BODY ISSUES
Im feeling super intense body dismorphia so...... I wanna die a little bit more than usual. Like i just wanna stop eating for a whole week. Im already kinda close because ive been skipping meals too....
Gn Jolters I probably won't be going to be for the next two hours but lately I've been alot more depressed and just not myself. I don't know what is happening but imma try to sleep and hope I'm fine in the morning. My parents called me a failure. That why
I'm pissed here's why;
My mom said she couldn't trust me TO MY FACE because I am quiet. Then she expects me to trust her. Don't know if you know but I'm a "You can't trust me I can't trust you" person. I only trust very few people. 5 to be exact:

I relate to these lyrics a little too much...


Im just gonna post this....
I just want to cry my mom loves anyone else but me i hate it and all i want to do is scream and cry to someone but i dont have anyone to vent to it fucking sucks