Help. in Depressed kids who need hugs❤️🖤

Shit shit shit---
My brother told me that hes gunna kill himself tonight..
With a whole bottle of Prozac or a shiny kitchen knife
He said that when hes dead i'll have his Nintendo 64
n I can play it all night long sitting on the basement floor
/lyrics
I wanna take a break but every time I try to I just check gj anyways bc I get to anxious....
Why... WHY AM I LIKE THIS....

YAY HOW FUCKING GREAT.
My mental health is honestly slowly declining and idk wtf to do..
[YES THIS IS A TRUSTWORTHY SORCE]
GOD WHY!!!
Why is everything just taking a FUCKING turn now??!!
i don't know if @TheTrueAndRealGODOFCHAOS is even alive at this point....
and that @isSnowy is in a really bad situation I just don't know what to feel or do anymore
i am a fucking dumbass.

im fucking insane
this kinda shows how much i wanna cut my leg


I want to j.u.m.p..
I am tired.. from everything





.....
The drawing on the desk is a replica of the one he made me before he got taken away from me...
I have no intention of hurting myself i know for a fact he would not like that and it's for him... I miss you "my child"

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Chevelle (irl me) : why...


I'm about to start crying
https://gamejolt.com/p/guys-it-really-pains-me-to-say-this-ctnze…
just give me some time will I be the same? hell no... but I'll still be the best for everyone ( the best I can be for now)
this might be a little much but I'm just being truthful..