Vent in Safe Space <\3

𝑰 𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒔 𝑵𝒚𝒙.

𝑰 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒘𝒉𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒌𝒆 𝒖𝒑 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒎𝒆 𝒊𝒕 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒔 𝒎𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒅.

𝑳𝒐𝒘𝒌𝒆𝒚 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒌𝒆𝒆𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒂 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒂𝒍 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒔 𝒎𝒚 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝑷𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒏𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝑰 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒍𝒚.

First day of school survived

I was really anxious

After ~2 years of not going to school, it was really scary, going into a new school, full of new people I don't know, especially after my past school experiences...

I feel so fucking dirty (trigger warning sa )

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