vent in comfort and help

what els can I say

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8R1_TqU68yo
it sad but I'm happy it didn't go as I worried it would
even so i didn't see it coming this year, i understand it and hope the last video doesn't destroy me completely

NewYear and I already messed up with the Sunday Art Schedule qwp

(because Pixiv shows me if I was able to upload last week, and I faild)

I feel weird, idk why, idk what i feel or how i should feel right now, it just weird

I feel like there is no side other then maybe DeviantArt, even so I'm unsure about that too, were my art fully fits in, like community wise i mean

F i still gotta upload stuff TwT
could the pain on my hip go away so it be more comftable to do anything???

and ones again i can't draw...

Burnt my face (forehead, nose, cheeks, my eyes mouth and chin where unaffected)
don't put boiling water into a bottle to clean it maybe

other then this post i don't really wanna talk about this

I F HATE IT HERE latly
(I'm not talking about GameJolt btw)

i feel like hitting someone in the face until there nose bleeds

After a wile you start to hate friendship
there just never peace with them ween you try to get them together to do group projects