vent in comfort and help

sad
Not to be a downy but do you ever worry, that you won't be able to create everything you plan to?
I have so many ideas I want to make and create and because of what's going on here I gotten worried. What if I can't make it all?
Welp couldn't sleep all night, gotten back to bed sometime after 6. and then sleep for ten hours (german time).
I hate being sick
I think I'm not with the time... actually no. I'm pretty sure I'm not with the time. I'm quite behind with it actually I mean I bench watch LazyTown and been drawing a bunch of Tattletail both things that are kinda old by now.
Stream had to came to a sudden end thanks the people outside of my room, working on a room, deciding to turn off the internet without warning me about it meaning I COULDN'T SAVE THE PROGRESS OF MY DRAWING