Great I'm getting those thoughts again, why can't my mind just shut up and leave me alone instead of being very tempting.
It feels nice to watch vent Tiktok complications but it hurts that I watch those to comfort myself :(
Anyways I'ma go continue to watch vent Tiktok complications and cry.
I feel resetting my life, but I can't. I don't know how to cope with my anxiety and depression. It sucks.
2nd update of my break is that I'm probably not gonna be able to get therapy which sucks because my parents don't know how bad the urge is.
A little update is that I feel like shit. I am trying my best but I honestly don't know what to do anymore or why I want to live.
