Random Thoughts in Benjiro's Group

I probably just need some time to myself again, feeling really out of it again

I kinda just feel like everything that I’ve made just isn’t really as good as I thought

This. Stupid. Thing.

Literally a motivation killer that wants me to delete junk.

I'm legitimatley not having fun working on this anymore because

I still can’t wait for the day until I’m actually able to work on the ACTUAL GAMEPLAY of this

Yeah I haven’t in a good while because… you should already know by now it’s been close to a whole year of me doing the same thing

I keep thinking that everyone's like waiting on me for a new thing for this, but still figuring this thing out is gonna take a long time, I promise that I'll get past this already, but I don't know how long it will take

Alright apparently I need needed a nap

Sorry that I’ve been making posts like this its been a month for me

I wish I wasn’t so fatigued all of the sudden-

I’ve been like so out of it this month for the most part, I honestly don’t even know why

I’m feeling extremely demotivated, even though I don’t have to deal with my own pressure, I don’t know what else to really do, I really just want to work on it again, but I feel like I’ll just put too much pressure on myself and crash out again