general in Vents/therapy

I'm just gonna vent real quick....

But I like being home alone since my dad isn't home, and he annoys me to no end, but at the same time, when I'm home alone it's extremely lonely and I can't focus on anything but my own.... Thoughts...

I was born.

...

I can't forget about my dad. everytime I look at his old vid of him being on tiktok made me tears up.

I want to be torn apart excruciatingly

I punish my body cause it's not good enough for me

The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed

The thoughts that say that I Deserve To Bleed!!!

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I feel depressed.

The Accident...... Do you mean me being delusional enough to think that she liked me?

My sanity has decreased. Due to mental health probably making it 10x times worse.

Vent.

Y'know... Iwonder when my life will truly begin.....

Cause right now.... I don't even know what to do with myself....

Like... I'm just laying on my couch just doomscrolling.... I don't want to be like this but doing anything else feels too exhausting...