All Posts in Vent n' Support~✨

I was born.

I can't forget about my dad. everytime I look at his old vid of him being on tiktok made me tears up.

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I want to be torn apart excruciatingly

I punish my body cause it's not good enough for me

The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed

The thoughts that say that I Deserve To Bleed!!!

The Accident...... Do you mean me being delusional enough to think that she liked me?

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Vent.

I missed those accounts so much..

I wish I never got factory reset in the first place..

Y'know... Iwonder when my life will truly begin.....

Cause right now.... I don't even know what to do with myself....

Like... I'm just laying on my couch just doomscrolling.... I don't want to be like this but doing anything else feels too exhausting...

𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚛𝚢 𝚊𝚐𝚊𝚒𝚗.... 𝙸 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚊𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚊 𝚖𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚛𝚢... 𝙸 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚊𝚝 𝚜𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚕 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝙸 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚊 𝚏𝚞𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎...

𝙸 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚙 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚍𝚊𝚢... 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚙 𝚑𝚞𝚛𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐...