Everything is always my fault,it's always me,I'm always bad, I can never do anything right. I'm the one who messes everything up. I'm always the one blamed.

When something happens it always comes back to me, just like everyone in the world hates me. Trying my best to ignore the hate stuff. But never because people like arg always going after me and I didn't do anything this time, I miss my old life where I was young artist and people didn't come here to harass me. I've slowly starting to realize I ruined my life by wasting my time on dealing with everything. people don't understand what I go though everyday I look in the mirror and my day is ruined. lost my motivation,I lost my best friend,and I lost the one person that felt like home. But through all that, my biggest loss was losing myself. Again, I'm sorry for existing, I don't wanna be there again, I'm sorry for everything, im sorry. I don't wanna live anymore.