and then the internet, oh the cruel, relentless internet. its insane how much has fucking happened to me on here. I can't fucking tell if people are pedophiles or not. artymik seems cool but is prolly a pedo and I don't even fucking know about chris at all im going insane over this. and the COUNTLESS amount of r-pe threats ive gotten for literally saying hi/existing is fucking scary. ive been fucking doxxed due to me being trans. every single motherfucking time I try to mention im trans I get a swamp of people calling me slurs and telling me to kill myself, and to those who said that, MAN I REALLY WANT TO. this is such a shitty fucking existence. however no one thinks im sad because I always have the happy fucking pfp on. in real life im getting verbally abused every day and I can't fucking handle it. oh, and I barely ever cry unless im in a really, really bad situation. I barely ever cry about my own issues. im a wreck and as ive mentioned my parents have not set up any therapy for me until like this year but my fucking brain won't let me fucking say any of this to the therapist. I need help but can't get it. im in shambles.
another ramble about my life because I can't talk to anyone else abt this. (yes this is part of tale of lia vents and also TW)
Next up
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I just remembered I have NWEA on Monday at school 😭
I'm bored 🥲
Also, Charlie's back! 😃
Y'all I took a photo shoot of my cat
This Satuday we invite to watch another #speedpainting of our artist Daniel Faiad.
How great is this scene of #Pecaminosa?
Here's a peaceful little forest scene for this #screenshotsaturday, from the beginning of the game.
Family band complete!
Sometimes the suction cup get sticky. Small animation I made in Blender after doing my tutorial on picking up/dropping objects in animations. Crate model by jQueary (https://sketchfab.com/3d-models/game-ready-sci-fi-crate-d98deca6…).
Demonstration of the spells and their effects :)!
ooh yes..
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