I draw Whisper in a way that reflected what I have been enduring for 16 months, nearly 17. I don't like opening up to a lot of people about my struggles but had to cuz theses last two weeks I have been growing apathetic towards others and this is not me. I am not apathetic by nature. I am totally the opposite of that. Not only that, but mentally I am in a very low point.

You will see a poster in the drawing that say "TASKS!" with a hand pointing it. Well, I do feel extremely overwhelmed by a lot of stuff I need to do and I get anxious. Also the calendar is a manifestation of my hyperfixation towards how time flies fast and part of me is bothered because school has me worked up way too much and in a month, my vacations would be over and get into a cycle of stress and anxiety.

The tombstone is for my dad, he died of an extremely rare non-smoker lung cancer in October 2024 but been feeling distressed like that since February of last year, the month he got diagnosed with it. Hence why the 16 months of me being so mentally checked.

The money signs are simply that we aren't in the best financial situation so part of me is extremely stressed and sad about it. Knowing myself, I can't juggle Gym, School and Job all at once so I need to focus Max two stuff.

The table with the paper and the crayons are basically me feeling a bit...idk "safe place" cuz it's the only moment I feel like okay outside of videogames and stuff.

The broken heart and the hearts within a circle with one going out is just me having to deal with some broken friendships. It leaved me a mark and it still stings.

So yeah...basically I am not nearly as fine as I try to pretend and yesterday it was so bad I couldn't finish the drawing. But hey.

Life goes on.