I'm just gonna keep typing until I break down. I can't say why I feel this way, but I just find that as soon as I talk in a group chat (Mainly In Discord), it just gets quiet instantly like I'm some sort of disease, Do people just not like me, I know I can be annoying, but I just want to be treated as a person and talked to, I'm sorry. I just, I don't know anymore, I don't know why but I’ve been lazy recently taking forever to do things, and I keep getting distracted way too quickly, I do have ADHD, but it doesn’t affect me to this point, I just keep procrastinating way too much, I hate that I do that, but I don't stop, I don't feel like a good FNAF dev at all, since my game is made in Scratch / Turbowarp, I know there are lots of good Scratch ones heck I made music for one recently but just look at my game compared to others, Six Nights at Johns still has bugs, which I just noticed when I played it so great, more trouble, And for Six Nights at Johns 2, oh where do I begin, Well I'm not gonna lie, but it only got a tiny bit of improvement from the office demo, and I can't make it better. I don't know how to, I try to do it one way, and then the next time, I get fifty more bugs, It’s also a great idea to have all of the Six Nights at Johns games linked to each other so eventually you can switch to whichever one you want to play, lovely idea, But you know, I'm just a dumb moron who can't even make a perfect flashlight system, A system that would make any animatronic that is but by the light visible when you shine it on them, and also having to select your flashlight to pick it up, same thing with the radio, but I haven’t even done that But who am I kidding, Six Nights at Johns 1 uses flipping AI camera backgrounds, for gameplay, because I couldn’t do anything at that time, And now in Six Nights at Johns 2, of course I use actual camera backgrounds, But Six Nights at Johns was meant to have normal backgrounds, and of course, I can’t even do a simple thing, And Murder Drones Complete will never become a full series, No team will ever animate that garbage, even though I made a very good story. The only good thing is the art I got for Serial Designation T, it’s the only coping thing I have for it, But like, why do I even try to do anything on this site, I'm just an underdog, Most people just look away and forget about me, or just don't care, How can I compare with someone better than me in every way, Why do I try, I feel like I should just pack it up, give up, and delete this account so people are happy, Because why do I try, It also doesn’t help when some of my content is called slop, even if it’s a joke, I hate this, And I'm sorry I'm not great at drawing art, or making games, oh heck, even animating, I can’t even use Blender or something simple for my life, I would just be gunned down to death and everyone would just not care, They would just live their lives without even caring about me or remembering me, Now again, My personal life is great, besides school being annoying as hell, But hey, no one cares about me, I’ll just slowly fade away, and no one will notice me, They’ll never know if I ever existed. (I'm Done With Everything but also won't just kill myself for this stuff so I have to endure this and wonder what's now, But Thank You @Serial_designation_C for slightly calming me down but I'm gonna take a break, I Got A Lot Of Stuff Scheduled For the people that actually care.)