Howdy guys,It’s been a good while and stuff.But I have tough a lot about life and stuff,I still am not having the best year but I actually tough a lot about life,Basically I believe that my life has lost its meaning and stuff,It sucks to admit it but yeah I very much don’t have anything that I want to try or do,The stuff I used to have fun doing just doesn’t make me have fun anymore,It’s crazy how we sometimes just get too much into good things that we rely on them. I believe that risking everything to just have a good time is actually worth and stuff but,It just leaves you vulnerable and once you lose it you just suffer to find something that you enjoy again. It’s not like finding the chomiks anymore,You can’t just say “oh I’ll go get that one now,It should be fun!” it takes a good while instead it’s just attempt to find something that’s worth trying again,It isn’t as easy as it sounds. You can’t really find something or someone that gives you an actual good time if you lose them,Which sucks but Iguess I just gotta accept it. Life may stink and I would like to put at end to it once and forever,But iguess I’ll just live another while. I’ll just accept the fact that I’m just sad and stuff,But I might try therapy later. For now I just wanted to share this with y’all. I’ll probably share some arts once I recover (better than I am rn)