When I worked on my games or any thing When I released a game or post art it’s just get 2 downloads or 10 views but I still make them for fun and have the people to play my games But I don’t know why. They like the sneak peeks But when I released it they just didn’t want to play it I just wanted to make people happy or excited seeing a young developer making good games and art But they just didn’t wanted to Or they wanted something more And I sometimes fucking overworking myself and see my hard work being wasted

And don’t get me started with my post I posted something and only got 25 views and 3 likes or 3 comments But only time it be in 1.000 views and 56 likes is only in the communities I am in Like what the fuck is keep going to repeat like this every time

And the fact is the followers and 18% is brand new accounts made in 10 minutes ago It might be my scratch followers Oh speaking of that

Today some few hours ago my account was banned for few hours for “breaking the community guidelines” what the fuck did you mean I put horror warnings and [11+] age range And making a game that has swearing but it doesn’t going to be on Scratch. What the fuck did they do that even though I was being honest what the fuck they were thinking. It’s like “we are okay with the 18+ projects But with him Banned theme because he’s non-binary!” Like what the fuck!

Well I don’t have a problem with my friends even though I am friends with a 18+ artist but we are chill.

I guess I just need a break from game development for a while

I have been ashamed to making games for people no one fucking play and being forgotten in this fucking place

But I don’t want to quit I want to take a break from anything I doing