So, previously, my breaks have been caused by things that are not that justifiable and do not really make sense, but this time, I actually have a good reason and some news. I'm just gonna say it.

My grandfather passed away today.

I never really said this at all I think, but my grandfather had been diagnosed with lung cancer a while ago due to a smoking adiction, and even continued to smoke after finding out, making it worse and him becoming weaker and more frail with each passing day.

Fast forward a while later, about a month ago, he accidently fell down, breaking his hip and leading to him being bed-ridden for a long time, and even making things such as turning his body even just barely hurts like getting punched in the waist by Mike Tyson.

Eventually, as of today, when he fell asleep, he sadly did not wake up. His breathing, heart, everything stopped.

As I was at school today, I was called into the conference room, and I went into there, my mother and the councillors also in there. My mother was tearing up, and when I sat down, I was told about the incident. Sense I'm young at the moment, I didn't immedietly start crying, but once I realized just how little time I spent with him, I immedietly broke down.

I won't be working on anything or even thinking of any concepts or anything for a while, sense I just need some time to think. I will return eventually, and I will be developing on the game, I just need a break from most of the things I do casually. This is my first time a family member of mine passed away, so I just need to think this through and think of what I'm going to do with my life.

I'm starting to hate myself for not spending more time with him, but I know that the lord will guide me to faithful travels.

That's about all I need to say. I don't need help or anything, I just wanted to update and set more bounderies as of dark humor of this topic. Pray for loved ones and make sure to cherish every last moment, because I didn't, and look at what happened today. Don't care about me at all, and don't help me at all. I just want everyone to know this and cherish people like it's their last day. I'll also put the communities that I am apart of and love. Thank you.