I was scrolling through GJ and came across a post.. of mine. But not from this account. From an old account. That account was a cover. It was my escape from a horrible life..

I’ve gone through a horribly traumatic past… severe mental and physical abuse… manipulation, near death… both attempted murders / suicides…

it was my safe place, where I could pretend like everything was ok and perfect. it really wasn’t…

Seeing that post made me cry badly… I wanted to hurt myself badly… I wanted that account gone.. it reminds me too much of that time…

But I wanna take a different approach on life.. despite still suffering irl, I am in a much better space. I have friends who care, family who care, a whole escape plan that ends beautifully, holy shit I’ve came a long ways :0

I didn’t ever plan on making a post like this, but looking back, it is astonishing that I’ve made it this far.. but this is only because of a few people I want to shout out.

@Victoree is truly the purest soul there is.. the best sister any fomx could have. She saved me.. when I met her, on that one day, begging for someone to help. She could have easily ignored me or pushed me off, that would be the easiest thing to do. But no. She stayed. We bonded. Our sisterly bond kept going, and then I came out as trans to her, that is the day our sistership solidified to its strongest point. And even to this day keeps growing

I love you so much V, the bestest big sister I can ever have

Kocham Cie Siostro <3

@LEHwuff , was originally my gf, I made some mistakes when it came to her, but I’m glad I met her. We may have had a rough road, but I am more then happy to still call her family to me <3

@General_Skaza_ , @Gabrigamer2024 , @NickPi , @Draxis despite some of us not having too many day to day interactions

Please know that I deeply cherish you as my friends / support group

You guys are just as important to me as everyone else, and I have you guys to thank for where I’m at rn <3

I love you guys so much /plat

And everyone else. I love you all. All my followers, all my family members here, I love you all so much

I am more then grateful to have you all here <3

Thank you for the support, thank you for the love and care, here’s to many happy years moving forward ^^