This year has been better than last year to be honest, even though not much has changed, But I had some really good moments with AT and maybe a little bit from college as well.
And for college, I’ll tell you a little bit about my little awkward experience from my first semester. Basically, my first semester went awkward because they accidentally put me in the wrong class, and I have to take three instead of two in the second nine weeks and one of my classes has a grading bot that is not as good as I thought. But other than that, college was kind of relaxing for me.
And for my communication with other Discord Servers when creating individual projects for the community, my overall experiences were mixed. I have some major ups and downs, while the major downs were just a bunch of stupid arguments with other crazy people and my sensitivity has been one of my greatest weakness since day one, so that may be something that I have to keep in mind, and possibly later in the future I may have to do some mental training, because I wanted to become a game developer, which also means that I will also have to face some hate. My sensitivity has been hard on me sometimes, but if my mental training is successful, then I can just easily move on without feeling anything, otherwise, the bad moments will continue to haunt me for weeks.
If you guys are just as sensitive as I am, be sure to only listen to the ones who give you constructive information or criticism and try to think of ways to renovate the issues that they have noticed. Anything that seems to be stupid has to be thrown off of the window.
With the amount of the toxicity in the Gandi IDE server, I don’t recommend joining there anymore.
One person is having too much pride and keeps trying to put himself at the top of the pyramid, and people are literally worshiping him and his jokes. He even joined my server just to promote his game, wow.
One worse thing I wanna mention (which is why I marked this as a spoiler). You guys remembered my girlfriend, Wolfi-Girl128, right? Well, they found her forum post on my server in which she gives off a speech talking about our relationship. The dudes that joined my server to promote his game somehow find it funny, copied and pasted it across different servers or group chats. So, my girlfriend moved the post to a private group and felt destroyed in disrespect.
I know this may sound too heartbreaking, but no need to worry too much anymore.
Moving on to the next topic...
So basically, AT's progress has been quite slow for the past couple of months as you were aware of. And now that winter break is over, euuuhh...I guess even more delay, but there is one specific project that I refuse to let it die.
Since Heaven Saga has been published months ago, V0LT City became our priority. I can't talk much about this because it's going to be a little surprise.
And finally, I'm still going to contribute a couple more projects for Gandi's Scratch Game Jam, despite the main I had to go through with it's members. I got about 2 projects in my idea mind rn, and I think they're gonna be the last ones because Gandi's Scratch Game Jam is becoming really repetitive.
Every time when a Jam ends, another one immediately starts, and this seems like it's gonna keep on going forever.
And this happens 11 times for the entire year from February 2023 to now.
Anyways, that's all I had to say. Sorry, it was kind of long but there are a lot I wanna share.
I hope you guys can have a good year yourselves, too.
Remember that you're here on Earth for a reason and you should cherish every second of your life.
"No matter how humiliated or pathetic you feel, you just gotta keep on living."
- Inosuke, from an Anime series: Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba
See you on the flip side.
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