{-NOTE: I am NOT someone who works as a therapist as of the time I write this, nor am I someone who has ever worked as a therapist before the time I wrote this, being on November 22nd 2025, nor have I ever had any official education in becoming a therapist before that date. ALSO: everyone shall remain unnamed for privacy reasons.-}

Honestly it is fucking stressful to be my friend's therapists, specifically 3 if my friends all of which have stated that they wanted to kill themselves at some point.

With that said, friends, please continue to tell me anything and everything about all of your mental issues, I am here for you and will continue to be there for you, I'm not going to stop being your improvised therapist, you're important to me and I love you all, even if I can't be there in person yet.

My personal opinion on suicide/self harm:

Alright, suicide, as I'm sure you've been told 1000+ times, is bad, and yes, there is a reason people say that.

But honestly, if you have any objections, even if they're dumb, tell me, and we'll talk about that.

Because you'd be spreading the pain to others, potentially starting a chain reaction of depression and self harm.

And you're also getting absolutely fucked in this deal, because there is no afterlife, no reincarnation, no purgatory, no heaven, no hell, no pitch black, it's just fucking nothing. If you kill yourself you're not ending any pain, you get literally nothing in return for this.

And if you're just a masochist, which is someone who derives pleasure from pain, well, there's nothing wrong with that, and don't let people tell you there is, but you can still experience masochistic pleasure without putting your health at risk.

All you need is to matter to one person to go ahead and give yourself a reason not to kill yourself. If you're confident that no one cares about you, then what purpose do you serve? And if you think you have no purpose, then what can you do to find one? If you still somehow can't find a purpose, then how can you make yourself or others happy? Because that would be a pretty good reason not to kill yourself.

Good night/morning/noon/afternoon/evening to everyone.