it happened 4 years ago i dont have good memory of it but many shit had happened before the incident with my brother,some abuse from him like yelling at me makingme very scared,sad and anxious,getting kicked in the balls and him having a mental breakdown after he tried to go outside with a wooden knife. and with the fact that my father leaving when i was young messed things up in my mind
I was exposed to alot of porn as a kid and it started after i was forced to sexually pleasure someone and all of thst combined led me to touch someone inappropriately it was not the firdt time i did that
I was 4th grade and i was 11 i think
And the last time i did it was when i was 13 summer i did it on my childhood friend and later on she forgave me.
And everyday after that i fully realised the inpact and consequences of my actions and i been slowly changing for the better.
I made alot of progress and i couldn't do it without my friends and jesus.
Im obviously truly sorry for my past actions and could barely forgive myself for what I did.
Dont hold my past actions aginst me and remember no one is innocent not even 1
So don't hold any bitterness or resentment aginst me
And again im sorry and i you can forgive me.
Stay strong and take care❤️💪✝️
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